Notes from White Castle

 
29 June 2013
 
Last night I slept in a warm, soft, bed, my house­mates mur­mur­ing and play­ing music a floor below; tonight I lay on the cold, damp, ground a Yew Tree right above me, with cin­na­mon red bark and a trun

 
29 June 2013
 
Last night I slept in a warm, soft, bed, my house­mates mur­mur­ing and play­ing music a floor below; tonight I lay on the cold, damp, ground a Yew Tree right above me, with cin­na­mon red bark and a trunk that twists and curves, an old gnarled body reach­ing for the sky.
 I hear the Yew Tree grows quite slow­ly, curv­ing and bend­ing its way toward the much taller, Dou­glas Firs. Swaths of pale-green lichen hang from the branch­es and blan­ket the trunks of these giants, a sign that the air is clean and moist. I look down. I am step­ping on  decay­ing logs, turn­ing into fecund soil, right below my feet. There is a mass of life and death out here, feed­ing into itself, again and again: a per­fect, waste-less, sys­tem.
To remove any part of this for­est would be an injus­tice to what is tru­ly wild: the self-con­tain­ing, self-informed, ecosys­tems that make up the bios­phere. To think that humans could come into a place, so per­fect­ly, and del­i­cate­ly bal­anced, with trucks and machin­ery, destroy­ing the under­growth, the trees, the canopy,  to think that they would do this place a favor, cre­at­ing “ear­ly ser­al habi­tat.” It is not just a ridicu­lous idea: it is utter­ly dan­ger­ous and eco­ci­dal.
We are talk­ing about lay­ing a pris­tine for­est, nev­er before logged, on the cru­el alter of indus­try and human exper­i­men­ta­tion, and jus­ti­fy­ing it by say­ing that it is for the but­ter­flies. Well, I’ve seen the but­ter­flies here, and I’ve seen the birds and the trees and the deer, and they seem quite con­tent with the way the for­est is, as it stands. They have the sense that exists before defined ideas and sup­po­si­tions that tells them how to be in this place: no heavy machin­ery need inter­ject.
Tomor­row, I will wake up to the morn­ing cho­rus. It starts with a few dis­tant chirps and builds and even­tu­al­ly crescen­dos: hun­dreds of birds singing their love of this place and the day that has arrived.  And I will get up with them and I will climb up into a tree and I wont leave, to pro­tect the day, and days to come, here at White Cas­tle.